Really....Why?!?!

Hate how this man can hurt me more than anyone else! Hate how I bashed him like that as if I have no manners! Hate to say things that are so mean and yet so true because of his action! What to do with someone who's attention is not ours anymore? What to do with someone who used to be at my side all the time? What happen to the special man I grow up with? What happen to the family that's so damn precious to me?!!